Thursday, November 10, 2005

My life

I feel like I am letting my life slowly go down the drain. In school it seems like I am more focused on girls and what to wear, then the school work. I need to get my shit together before I make a mistake and end up not graduating. I ve been confused for so long I keep thinking what I am doing is right when it's so wrong.

The beautiful thing

The most beautiful thingg is when I wake up at night and I roll over to see a beautiful ( natural )
beautiful person laying next to me. I get starteled by this person. I think to myself who is this, did I bring them home from the club after a night of binge drinking. Then I remember that I didn't go to the club because of the night before of binge drinking. So I rub my eye's and relize that I was looking at myself.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Las Vegas Lights

The thing Las Vegas is most known for are the bright and vivid lights that can be found almost any where, (places such as casinos, gas staions, and hotels.) The lights are beautiful, with colors ranging from neon green, red, purple, blue, yellow, and clear. There are so many colorscthey hurt my eyes.
Some lights flash, and some sit still. Whatever light I see it's hard not to blink. There were so many things to look at in Vegas, but nothing caught my eye like the lights. They are so vibrant that they can make the darkest night seem like the brighest day.
Maybe the reason the lights stuck out some much to me is because Las Vagas is known for it's flashy color, and lights being everywhere. I don't remember seeing any car lights while I was
there. That is probably because everything seemed to be moving. I went on a roller coaster called New York- New York, and I could see all of Vegas from the top. I will never forget how everything seemed as I was going down. It was like the whole city was in 3D.
Not only are the lights outside building they are inside them. They are on the walls of casinos, on machines, and some people even had them on their hats. I feel like Las Vegas would be boring, or "naked' in a way without them. The lights out teh very essence of what Las vegas is.
Stimulating.
There is porn everywhere to stimulate people sexually, plays or live shows to stimulate people's mind's and grab their attention, and cassinos which stimulate an urge that I think almost every person has which is to win $10,000 with that last quarter. What could be better to bring all these great and intersting thins together then big flashy lights everywhere?
In Vegas lights arn't just " lights" , but the very pinnilce of what the city is and represents.
So to mee Las Vegas wasn't about casinos, nice weather , or even porn, it was about the beautiful- beautiful lights. It's to bad that it all goes away when day comes.

Cheating

Cheating in any situation is considered the worst thing you can do. In a realationship if you cheat that's it, the person your with will likely leave you. If your playing a sport and you cheat people wont ever trust you and not want to play with you anymore. cheating should never happen It's a bad thing to do at any time. ( cheaters never win and winners never cheat. )

WHAT TIME IS IT

Excuse me do you know what time it is?
No I dont want your watch.
No I am not going to sell drugs.
I am late for school.
No I am not going to steal a car.
I like to dress like this.
Those guys sag their pants too.
Why is your shirt so short?
No i am not a thug.
Rap dosen't make me want to kill people.
That's the kind of music you like. ( ROCK )
No i am not just anoyher wanna be.
This what I grew up seeing and doing.
I am not trying to belike 50 cent.
I am just me.

writing is

Writimg is that first date with that beautiful girl you have wanted since the first time you saw her. It starts out as just an attraction that draws you together, but leads to a freindshipand eventualy a deep love. The two are alike in ways such as, saying somthing that would hurt your lovers felling will lead to her being upset with you,
and if it keeps happening the realationship comming to an end. If you write about somthing hurtful or upseting to someone it ruins the purness and beauty of writing.
Stupid conversations suchas gossiping should not be cconsidered writing but a way to either hurt people or spreaduntrue things about them. But back to the topic, what writing and a girl have in common is that you have to put time and effort into both of them if you want to gain its full reward. If you don't put effort into a paper it will get shoved aside. The same goes for women, or least the ones ive had expiernce with. When you go out on date with a girl and it seems like your mind isn't fully on her she'll ask you all these questions and if you dont answer right she will likley go home.
With the both if them you never get that great felling of accomplishment if you just get it done and move on to the next one. You must cherish the time that you spend with the two. Never degrade your women or your paper by giving up on them.